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skygiants ([personal profile] skygiants) wrote2025-09-14 09:01 am
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We watched Scavengers Reign because it was enthusiastically recommended to [personal profile] genarti as fun animated science fiction about being stranded on an alien planet with interesting alien biology. Which is true! This is not incorrect! Not Mentioned was the extent to which it is also very definitely lovingly animated body-and-survival horror ..... every time we watched we checked in with each other like 'still good to proceed? not too much eugughghhhhhh?' '[grimly] let's watch at least one more episode and see what happens,' and in this way we eventually crawled through all twelve episodes.

NONETHELESS I do think it was very good, once we acclimated to the eugughghhhhhh factor. (I ended up higher on it than [personal profile] genarti did, in some part because I liked the ending for my favorite character better than she liked the ending for hers.) The first episode introduces you in media res to the several sets of people stranded on this planet that the show will be following:

- Sam and Ursula, an older man and younger woman traveling together, who've developed a plan to bring down their heavily damaged ship, the Demeter,, still in orbit around the planet with most of the crew in cryosleep; Ursula is fascinated by the planet and interested in learning more about it, while Sam is laser-focused on Getting Out Of There
- Azi, a motorcycle butch who's been in crop-growing survival mode supported by (a) Levi (unit), a pleasant manual labor robot whose behavior is becoming increasingly altered by some kind of planetary growth thriving in its innards
- Kamen, alone and still trapped in his escape pod, on the verge of death until he encounters a telepathic creature that brainwashes him into symbiotic/parasitic collaboration, and yet somehow his biggest concern is still His Divorce

Over the course of the story, we learn through flashbacks more about who these people were on the Demeter and what happened to strand them on the planet, while they cope (or don't) with the various challenges of the planet and the hope of escape provided by the Demeter. The real fears that the show evokes, IMO, are isolation and transformation -- being, yourself, transformed without your knowledge or consent, or, perhaps even worse, seeing your only companion changing into something unrecognizable and untrustworthy. These are things that scare me personally very much and so I often found this a very scary show! But -- like Annihilation or Alien Clay, the two other stories that Scavengers Reign reminded me of the most -- it also evokes the flip side of this fear, the beauty and wonder of the transformative and strange. The animators loved animating these weird alien ecosystems.

You can watch the trailer here:



(The trailer is very clear and accurate to the amount of body horror in the show. From this you will be able to tell that we did not in fact watch the trailer before we began the show itself.)

A second season was planned, but has not been ordered and may never be made; IMO the first season does stand as complete but I would very much like to see the second season and I hope it happens.
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yhlee ([personal profile] yhlee) wrote2025-09-14 05:25 am
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sampled orchestral mockups + music production: part 1: brief demo of engraving software + playback

(cross-posted to [community profile] communal_creators)

Earlier:
- part 0: preliminaries (includes partial glossary of terms)



I know there are a lot of people who haaaaaate being forced to sit through video but since audio playback is inherent to the enterprise...This is under a minute, promise.

This is a brief demonstration of the opening of one of my compositions partially engraved (~sheet music typesetting) in Dorico. The two industry-standard engraving apps in media composition scoring are Dorico and Sibelius; Finale used to be a third but was sunsetted to much consternation.

If you come from classical music (especially classical orchestral music), you may be ??? about the score formatting. This is because scores for session orchestra and concert/classical orchestra have different formatting! (See part 0: preliminaries for more detail as to why). Differences for session orchestra you see here include:

- Score is in C (NOT a transposing score for the conductor - nota bene, transposing is "allowed" for octaves), but we won't have e.g. horn in F or trumpet in Bb. Read more... )

As for playback:

- Guess what, Dorico and Sibelius at the level of orchestral scores are spendy. :]

- I'm using NotePerformer, which is the standard higher-quality playback engine, especially if you don't have time to mock it up in the DAW (or you're an art/concert composer for whom a mockup is not part of your workflow). But that's also money (~$130 USD).

NotePerformer is pretty credible with a lot of orchestral instruments. You still have to massage its output. For example, in Sibelius [not shown] you can set playback to molto espressivo (LOTS OF FEELING) vs. senza espressivo (NO FEELINGS EVER!!!) (etc). My experience is that particular instruments can be less "real"-sounding and the "vocalists" (both SATB choir and associated "solo" voices) are absolutely terrible, as in "my vacuum cleaner sings more credibly than this" terrible.

Aside: There are some good vocal VST libraries for specific use cases. I hate that I am often able to straight-up identify "Oh yeah, XYZ floating ethereal ~Celtic Twilight vibes soprano 'ahhh' ululation in this trailer/score/whatever was $SPECIFIC_VST_LIBRARY" because, apparently, I have no life; but this is not unusual in this field.

I know at least one full-time composer/orchestrator/musician who straight-up bounces NotePerformer output and then processes that in the DAW (reverb etc) and, you know, this person makes a living doing this. So that's one route one can take.

Why, you ask, can't we just export this score-stuff into a DAW with all the fancy (...spendy) VST instruments and "paste in" nicer/more individualized instruments? Dorico (and Sibelius) do in fact export to MIDI and MusicXML. [1] This is a very reasonable question that will be the topic of the next walkthrough (part 2), mainly because it's a surprisingly (annoying) complicated topic as to why this is rarely straightforward. (Let me tell you all about negative track delay...)

[1] Missed these glossary items earlier! brief explanations of MIDI and MusicXML )

Happy to answer questions, although I have no idea if anyone else finds this interesting. :p
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Cara Marie ([personal profile] caramarie) wrote2025-09-14 08:43 pm

I guess this is a Danganronpa post

I was wondering if a fic I’d thought I’d written was something I’d just imagined very intensely, but then there was a month missing in my box of journals, and I was able to find the journal the fic was in shoved way back on my computer desk.

It’s my journal from when the restructure was announced last year! Featuring entries where I was determinedly not writing about that and instead making such comments as ‘I’m worried if I met [Megumi] Ogata in real life, she would easily be able to manipulate me.’ A vital concern, right there.

Anyway, am I in shock at the prospect of an AU version of SDR2 coming out next year? Sure am! Also, would not put it past anyone involved for this to be some sort of bait-and-switch. I guess we will find out!
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Cara Marie ([personal profile] caramarie) wrote2025-09-14 06:57 pm

Lurker (d. Alex Russell, 2025)

Pop star Oliver invites rando shop assistant Matty to his concert, not realising he has invited a yandere into his life.

Spoilers etc )
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i did it all for the robins ([personal profile] musesfool) wrote2025-09-13 07:40 pm

thunder's rolling down this track

A couple weeks ago, I finally realized I was never going to go to someone else to get my hair cut, so with some encouragement from my sister, this morning, I did an extensive detangling (both before and after washing) and then trimmed about 3" off the bottom myself. Is it even? Probably not, but it was in long layers, so I don't think it really matters. It will eventually even out as it grows and I trim it. Mostly what matters is that after 3 years, the old ends have been trimmed away. And now that I know I can do it, I will try to keep up with it on a more timely basis. At least, I don't think I'll let another 3 years go by. *wry*

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The Mets did not get no-hit last night but they did lose, and then lost again today despite leading for 7.5 innings. *hands* There is something very wrong with this team, but who can say what? Sigh.

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yhlee ([personal profile] yhlee) wrote2025-09-13 01:04 pm
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not good spinning demo: EEW 6.1



Dreaming Robots' Electric Eel Wheel 6.1 e-spinner with some sacrificial Rambouillet/Gotland wool blend. Sorry about the mess; too hot to go outside with this. I don't claim this is good spinning, just a brief demonstration of Getting The E-Spinner To Do A Thing.
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shallowness ([personal profile] shallowness) wrote2025-09-13 05:48 pm

Recs 10/?

Fanfiction and fanvid recs for these fandoms: The African Queen (book); Brooklyn Nine-Nine; Lord of the Rings RPF; Marvel Cinematic Universe.

Read more... )
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skygiants ([personal profile] skygiants) wrote2025-09-13 09:21 am

(no subject)

Broadly speaking, I liked Star Wars: The Mask of Fear, the first book in a planned trilogy of Star Wars Political Thrillers pitched as Andor Prequels, For Fans Of Andor.

This one is set right after the declaration of the Empire and is mostly about the separate plans that Bail Organa and Mon Mothma pursue in order to try and limit their government's whole-scale slide into fascism, with -- as we-the-readers of course know -- an inevitable lack of success. It is of course impossible not to feel the weight of Current Events on every page; the book came out in February '25 and so must have been complete in every respect before the 2024 elections, but boy, it doesn't feel like it. On the other hand, it's also impossible not to feel 2016 and Hillary Clinton looming large over the portrayal of Mon Mothma as the consummate politician who is very good at wrangling the process of government but whom nobody actually likes.

That said, as a character in her own right, I am very fond of Mon Mothma, the consummate politician who is very good at wrangling the process of government but whom nobody actually likes. With her genuine belief in the ideals of democracy and her practiced acceptance of the various ethical compromises that working within the system requires, she makes for a great sympathetic-grayscale political-thriller protagonist. I also like the portrayal of her marriage in this period as something that is, like, broadly functional! sometimes a source of support! always number three or four on her priority list which she never quite gets around to calling him to tell him she's back on planet after a secret mission before the plot sweeps her off in a new direction, oops, well, I guess he'll find out when she's been released from prison again!

Anyway, her main plot is about trying to get a bill passed in the Senate that will limit Palpatine's power as Emperor, which involves making various shady deals with various powerful factions; meanwhile, Bail Organa has a separate plot in which he's running around trying to EXPOSE the LIES about the JEDI because he thinks that once everyone knows the Jedi were massacred without cause, Palpatine will be toppled by public outrage immediately. Both of them think the other's plan is kind of stupid and also find the other kind of annoying at this time, which tbh I really enjoy. I love when people don't like each other for normal reasons and have to work together anyway. I also like the other main wedge between them, which is that both of them were briefly Politically Arrested right before the book begins, and by chance and charisma Bail Organa joked his way out of it and came out fine while Mon Mothma went through a harrowing and physically traumatic experience that has left her with lingering PTSD, and Mon Mothma knows this and Bail Organa doesn't and this colors all their choices throughout the book.

Bail Organa's plot is also sort of hitched onto a plot about an elderly Republic-turned-Imperial spymaster who's trying to find the agents she lost at the end of the war, and her spy protege who accidentally ends up infiltrating the Star Wars pro-Palpatine alt-right movement, both of which work pretty well as stories about people who find themselves sort of within a system as the system is changing underneath them.

And then there is the Saw plotline. This is my biggest disappointment in the book, is that the Saw plotline is not actually a Saw plotline; it's about a Separatist assassin who ends up temporarily teaming up with Saw for a bit as he tries to figure out who he should be assassinating now that the war is over, and we see Saw through his eyes, mostly pretty judgmentally. I do not object to other characters seeing Saw Gerrera pretty judgmentally, but it feels to me like a bit of a cop-out in a book that's pitched as 'how Mon Mothma, Bail Organa, and Saw Gerrera face growing fascism and start down the paths that will eventually lead to the Rebel Alliance' to once again almost entirely avoid giving Saw a point of view to see his ideology from within. But Star Wars as franchise is consistently determined not to do that. Ah, well; maybe one of the later two books in this trilogy will have a meaty interiority-heavy Saw plotline and I'll eat my words.

(NB: I have not yet seen S2 of Andor and I do plan to do so at some point, please don't tell me anything about it!)
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seren_ccd ([personal profile] seren_ccd) wrote2025-09-13 09:21 am

Oh, look at me posting again!

So, when I was living with the guy, I lived outside of town, about a 40 minute drive to work and all the other stuff. Now that I'm living with mom, I'm in town and that has been kind of great. My commute is shorter (traffic still sucks) and I can actually meet up with people and do stuff after work without dreading the long drive home in the dark.

Y'all. I had dinner with friends this week. We made nachos and laughed like idiots, it was awesome. I'm meeting a friend today to go to an exercise class and we're having coffee afterwards (I then have to go to work cause there's a funeral and I told the family I'd help with the tech, but you know.). I can DO more stuff now.

This is not to say I wasn't doing stuff before, but I honestly feel a little bit freer. Still sad, but freer.

I've also been working out more! Which makes me feel SO much better and I am SLEEPING. My thighs are not happy with me, but they'll get stronger.

And Mabel the Hedgehog is adjusting and loves running around on the couch downstairs.

I'm good. I'm way too busy at work, but I'm making plans (TRAVEL!), and I'm taking care of mom and myself and I'm getting there.

Happy Saturday!
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i did it all for the robins ([personal profile] musesfool) wrote2025-09-12 04:56 pm

despite all my rage i am still just a rat in a cage

Friday sundries:

= Wow, have I really not posted since Sunday? This week was pretty busy at work and I guess my Elementary rewatch, plus reading a very very long Batfamily time travel story (still in progress *sobs*), and also watching the Mets' downward spiral, left me uninspired.

= I didn't watch them blow a lead last night and lose, because it's so disheartening - there is like no sense that they can hold a lead or come back if they are losing. I'm only planning to watch tonight to see if they get no-hit by Jacob deGrom on his first return to Citi Field as a Texas Ranger. #the existential futility of being a mets fan <- my tag is too long for DW but it is accurate

= I did make it through week one of our family survivor football league - my niece decided on doing a survivor league this year since it is much less work for everyone than a fantasy league. In it, each week, everyone picks one team to win, and either you win and move on, or you lose and are out, though we are doing it with 2 strikes, so you can lose twice before you are out. And you can only pick each team once, so you can't, like, ride the Packers or whoever to victory every week. My strategy is basically to pick whoever is playing the New Orleans Saints, since they are predicted to be the worst team in the league this year. I made it through last week, anyway. *g*

= Usually I have my groceries delivered on Friday afternoon but somehow in my infinite wisdom last night while I was updating the order, I rescheduled it for Sunday afternoon. And then I was in a meeting from 8:30 am - 11 am this morning, so it was too late to move it back to today when I discovered what I'd done. So I left it where it was and will just order pizza for dinner tonight and then have it breakfast and lunch tomorrow as well!

= Anyway, the world is a vampire. Uh, trash fire. But there will be pizza and baseball and probably sleeping in tomorrow. Hopefully it is cool enough to leave the AC off tonight - it was for most of the week, but then last night was not. And since I had to be up an hour earlier than usual (see above re: 8:30 am meeting), I didn't want to spend precious time tossing and turning because I was too hot to sleep.

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aj ([personal profile] aj) wrote2025-09-12 09:14 am
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Look.

I have a whole lot of complex feelings about my alma mater re: my master's degree. I am proud of the work I did and adore some of my former instructors. HOWEVER, I was very poorly treated by the school from well before I even got accepted all the way passed my graduation.

Highlights:

Cut for bitching and light discussion of current events, so pass if you are In No Mood )

Anyway, I'm just going to sit over here and give a sensible chuckle.
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yhlee ([personal profile] yhlee) wrote2025-09-12 08:32 am
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not-good spinning: demo of spinning silk on a treadle wheel



Ashford Traveller (single treadle although you can see that, Scotch tension). Spinning mulberry (bombyx) silk from combed top.
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selenak ([personal profile] selenak) wrote2025-09-12 01:32 pm

Alien: Earth 1.06 und Foundation 3.10

Alien: Earth:

The internet tells me Sigourney Weaver is watching Alien: Earth and is as enthralled as yours truly. Now if that isn't a compliment to Noah Hawley et al, I don't know what is.

Spoilers are on a quest to use the creepiest Peter Pan quotes in every episode )


Foundation

Is the first season finale necessitating that the next season has to start without a century like time jump. Also, yowsers.

...while the worst are full of passionate intensity )
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aj ([personal profile] aj) wrote2025-09-11 12:12 pm
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That weird middle area where I know enough to know what I don't know but am nowhere near an expert.

Man, non-male rap MC's are great. I'm sure some male ones are too, but there's a specific brand of female MC from the late 90's to late aught's style that is just my absolute jam. (FYI, listening to Angel Haze's "Dirty Gold" album and it's great. Yes, I found it because Teddy Sinclair/Natalia Kills cowrote a song on the album.)

Anyway, I actually came to post about Orville Peck. So, it turns out that his second album, "Bronco", was never released on CD? This explains why I was having such a hard time finding it through the library? However, one of our lenders sent me the legit whole vinyl album, so I'm still going to be able to listen to it! Honestly, he's an artist where it would make sense to either release something only digital and on vinyl. The slight scratchiness of vinyl makes so much sense with his music style. I'm kind of excited to listen to Daytona Sand on my shitty turntable.

That said, I do have a small list of music that I need to buy over the next little bit. Mostly as it's not available on CD. I kind of wish a lot of artists just left a PO Box on their website or similar so I could mail them $$ as a thank you. I'm really grumpy at the enshittification of Soundcloud and Bandcamp because I legit just want to send artists money directly. Especially the artists where I can only find their unreleased stuff or a single here or there. I legitimately want to mail Teddy Sinclair/Natalia kills $200 because of all the enjoyment I've gotten from her stuff over the last two years.

I remain amused that my current musical tastes can be described as "2010's pop girlie + bluegrass inspired country with a side of rap". I'm such a basic bitch.
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lirazel ([personal profile] lirazel) wrote2025-09-11 09:06 am
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a very brief post

I just need to get this out.

Cut for US political talk.

I am not sorry that Charlie Kirk is no longer part of this world. But now he'll be a martyr, and martyrs are dangerous. He will probably be every bit as dangerous in death as he was in life. I don't see how this improved the world. And I am just so fucking sick of guns.

It's not that I'm never against killing dangerous political leaders. The world would have been a better place if certain dangerous but powerful people had been killed (right now Netanyahu comes to mind). But I think that it's genuinely more constructive to figure out other ways to temper or undermine their power than to resort to violence--I really just think that works better. And of course the true goal should be to keep these people from gaining power in the first place.

I don't know, y'all. Things in my country just seem very, very dark right now and this doesn't feel to me like this made it any brighter.
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yhlee ([personal profile] yhlee) wrote2025-09-11 05:21 am

spinning WIP

Or: if your goal is threadweight/cobweb, why silk fiber is not quite as profligate an expense as you might think:



The white is mulberry bombyx silk; the tawny stuff was my briefly foraying into eri silk. This is for personal use/enjoyment (needle lace) so it's fine that I'm wandering off like this. This is several hours of admittedly inefficient spinning, since I take frequent breaks so there's a very start-stop nature to it, but because the spin is so fine, this bobbin is...not very full.



This is what I have REMAINING in 2 oz. of mulberry silk combed top (about $25 USD). It exploded out of the package (typical) and also, it barely looks like I've even used any of it. As it stands, I suspect I'm going to be spinning this combed top for the next 30,000 years. :)

That said, silk is my absolute favorite to spin and I prefer spinning threadweight, so this is not a hardship.
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yhlee ([personal profile] yhlee) wrote2025-09-10 09:38 pm

Ex Tenebris TTRPG on Kickstarter! (I'm writing a scenario for this)

Ex Tenebris: a gothic space opera TTRPG [Kickstarter, already funded!].

Beyond the dark emptiness of space, beyond dreaming, lies the Tenebrium. Only you can unearth its mysteries, defeat the twisted horrors that lurk there, and keep humanity from becoming prey.

In Ex Tenebris, you play a ragtag team of investigators, protecting the Republic of Stars from terrifying supernatural threats. You will face sorcerers and cults, dark technology from lost civilisations and the slobbering terrors lurking in the nightmare realm of the Tenebrium.

Ex Tenebris is a complete TTRPG containing all the rules, setting and scenarios that you need to embark on adventures amongst the stars.

[...]

Ex Tenebris takes inspiration from the grotesque imagery of the Aliens movies, the existential dread of Event Horizon, the mysticism of Dune, the dark gothic setting of Warhammer 40,000, and the weird science/magic fusion of Ninefox Gambit.


- Josh Fox, lead designer & writer
- Becky Annison, writer
- Juan Ochoa, illustrator
- Nathan D. Paoletta, layout and graphic design
- Andriy Lukin, logo design
- Jog Brogzin, cartographer
- Chirag Asnani, writer
- Sarah Doom, writer
- Eleanor Hingley, writer
- Kieron Gillen, writer
- Yoon Ha Lee, writer (howdy!)
- Tejas Oza, writer
- Galen Pejeau, writer
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yhlee ([personal profile] yhlee) wrote2025-09-10 04:49 pm

alpaca adventures, cont'd



Test spin of small experimental alpaca floof batch.

For lagniappe, the completed smol woven object made from my handspun that's headed to [personal profile] eller, mostly wool/silk/angelina blends (both colorways). :3

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aj ([personal profile] aj) wrote2025-09-10 02:55 pm
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Exhaustion? Depression? Exciting combination thereof?

When I say the Covid booster kicked my ass, I mean that I had a 2-day migraine so bad my vision got fuzzy for a bit there. I also spent the last three days (give or take) napping and cuddling with my cats while listening to an audiobook through earplugs. Sounds weird, but it works for me, so.

I've also had a dip in appetite, which is weirdly nice? I got used to not being hungry for like two years and the change in meds I made last year turned it back on. That's been weird and also a huge head trip re: weight/food/mental health. Anyway, I made myself go buy Wink's meds yesterday (girlfriend was out for two days and the vomiting was starting to come back) and got a smoothie. I desperately love Tropical Smoothie Cafe's tropical greens detox because it's basically kale, spinach, a banana, a bunch of ginger, and some pineapple. I get it with chia seeds and a probiotic because I never remember to buy those at home. I also only get one very rarely because they're $10 goddamn dollars and I can make one at home for considerably less than that.

BUT. I went because I still felt ass and there was a Filipino bakery that opened next to the one on Foster. Unsurprising as Seafood City is in the same parking lot. BUT. I picked up some snacks for my coworkers. I tried a bibinka croissant and was mildly salty it was $6, but then could only finish half of it because it was so rich. Well played, bakery. Also, the mini ube rolls were excellent and even my picky (but trying!) student enjoyed them. I'm very proud of that student for doing their best to try stuff. Texture and food issues are a pain and they're interested in trying new foods but are pretty upfront on their challenges. From what they've said, they had a pretty limited diet by both choice and availability when they were growing up, and I had something similar so know it can be a challenge to even know where to maybe start.

Honestly, I am kind of proud of myself and how I've fostered my own interest in food. I had an interest, even as a tiny kid and I'm proud of myself for the work I've done to try things. There are definite areas I could expand, but I'm going to give myself the grace and space I deserve to eat what I like. I have the privilege to do so when others don't and I will respect that and honor it by trying stuff and making it easier for others to as well in a safe and comfortable way. I'm going to try and continue to yes, and my way through food.

In other news, I finished the four books I was making! I do like the larger page size, plus there's less cutting I have to do for the signatures. However, I need to be a little more observant on the cover board cutting. I accidentally cut them to narrow this time. It's fine as they're for me to read and it's good information for future work. I also got a bit better labeling the spines with a paint pen and a stencil. I really have to figure out a better thing, but the numbering bit worked out well!

On a side note, I'm vaguely glad for Oliver Stark from 9-1-1 because his weird gym thirst traps have introduced me to several new dad rock artists and I'm having a good time.
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nonelvis ([personal profile] nonelvis) wrote2025-09-10 02:54 pm
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Five Moments in Liz Shaw's Life as an Alien (and One Before She Knew) (Teen, 1/1)

Title: Five Moments in Liz Shaw's Life as an Alien (and One Before She Knew)
Fandom: Doctor Who
Characters/Pairing(s): Liz Shaw, Third Doctor, the Brig, Benton
Rating: Teen
Word count: 1,681
Spoilers: None
Summary: Liz Shaw, unexpectedly always an alien.

Author's notes: Written for the Always an Alien square on my Keep Fandom Weird bingo card. Thanks to [personal profile] platypus for the beta.

fic, after the cut )