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Buffy/Harry crossover
Okay, some heavy, personal stuff below, it ain't pretty I tell you.
Okay. Confession, I have a temper. A mean, low, down sucker of a temper. It sets in and just demolishes everything in its path, usually it happens in the family, outside... it never occurs. And then, came last night, when I realized it extended itself outside, to my friend and I said a lot of things that I didn't mean and things that just came out in random in the worst way possible and I deeply hurt the person because of it.
This temper, it feels like a thing alive, a thing I cannot control. Sometimes it feels more than temper, it feels like anger, or worse, rage. Full unabiding rage, that seems to feed on itself and I am helpless to stop it. I don't know why I have it, I tried and failed to control or stop it so many times. I know I have to stop it, I just don't know how. I want it to stop.
On to the lighter side of life, I have been contemplating for the past few days on a Harry Potter & Buffy crossover, set at the end of Goblet of Fire. So, snippet.
"Proserpexa..." A woman chants as energy builds around her, her dark eyes eerie, and crackling with a power all its own. From the ground emerged a powerful and ancient magic. It was powerful enough to power the effigy before the dark-eyed woman, the earth surrounding the woman was charred, as if it could not bear the magic coming from it. Suddenly, a man walks between the woman and the effigy, the woman looks at him in surprise.
"Hey, black-eyed girl," Said the man, "Whatcha doin'?"
The woman blinks, and strangely, her eyes changes color from its obsidian black her eyes turned to green. "Get out of here.
"You're not the only one with powers, you know. You may be a hopped up uber-witch, but this carpenter can dry-wall you into the next century."
"I'm not joking, Xander." The woman warned," Get out of my way. Now."
... er, TBC sorry.. he he, I'm evil!:)
Okay. Confession, I have a temper. A mean, low, down sucker of a temper. It sets in and just demolishes everything in its path, usually it happens in the family, outside... it never occurs. And then, came last night, when I realized it extended itself outside, to my friend and I said a lot of things that I didn't mean and things that just came out in random in the worst way possible and I deeply hurt the person because of it.
This temper, it feels like a thing alive, a thing I cannot control. Sometimes it feels more than temper, it feels like anger, or worse, rage. Full unabiding rage, that seems to feed on itself and I am helpless to stop it. I don't know why I have it, I tried and failed to control or stop it so many times. I know I have to stop it, I just don't know how. I want it to stop.
On to the lighter side of life, I have been contemplating for the past few days on a Harry Potter & Buffy crossover, set at the end of Goblet of Fire. So, snippet.
"Proserpexa..." A woman chants as energy builds around her, her dark eyes eerie, and crackling with a power all its own. From the ground emerged a powerful and ancient magic. It was powerful enough to power the effigy before the dark-eyed woman, the earth surrounding the woman was charred, as if it could not bear the magic coming from it. Suddenly, a man walks between the woman and the effigy, the woman looks at him in surprise.
"Hey, black-eyed girl," Said the man, "Whatcha doin'?"
The woman blinks, and strangely, her eyes changes color from its obsidian black her eyes turned to green. "Get out of here.
"You're not the only one with powers, you know. You may be a hopped up uber-witch, but this carpenter can dry-wall you into the next century."
"I'm not joking, Xander." The woman warned," Get out of my way. Now."
... er, TBC sorry.. he he, I'm evil!:)