hauntings

I am being haunted. Not haunted in the sense of a ghost haunting, more like a story haunting. See, I have this snapshot in my mind...

Ok, so sue me if I have shared a million times already but it keeps haunting me.

A picture of Usagi Tsukino, dressed in white, and wearing a flowing cape made of fur. A tattoo of intricate writing on her left half of her face, a grim warrior with a mission. A far cry from the gentle, bubbly and full of hope Sailor Moon.
I love it, the idea of deconstructing Usagi... stripping her from everything she knows and loves and placing her in a situation that is totally alien to her.
And Usagi seems to be willing, but I am afraid that my developing of her character would be seen as 'Out of Character' so... I'm hesitant, because would this be how Usagi is if her support group would be stolen from her?

If the reality of Mamoru dead was forced on her so bad that she can't deny it and her captor would force her to live, not allowing her to shut down and die? Would this be the end result?

In the Manga Usagi is portrayed as the light of hope, but what if the light of hope itself has dimmed? I know this was tackled in the last arc of Sailor Moon but I keep thinking... What if right after the incident with Galaxia, a week at most, something or someone took away everything again... what would the results be?

Anyone there willing to help? Share some thoughts? Tell me I'm crazed? Anyone?