#this is why i don’t think thirteen giving up was OOC#i think twelve has lost the most since the time war#and everything that happened to bill#happened to twelve only a few days ago#top it all with remembering clara again#it’s become a fresh loss#and then the sucker punch#of grace dying#grace is literally the first face thirteen’s face saw#and she died#thirteen apologizing isn’t JUST about what happened in this episode